aw

I've got my plan all....planned out....but the more I think about it the more impossible it seems. Not loosing sight of my goal, loosing faith in my ability to reach it.

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This shouldn't be this hard... I don't know what to do with myself anymore.....

:(

I want to write but I don’t know what to write about....

Recently I’ve been stressed and when I am stressed I pull out my hair. I recently threw away a ball of hair about the size of a golf ball. I’m not much liking this new lifestyle. I did get my hair braided so hopefully that’ll keep me from pulling it out. I should get a stress ball but I always loose those.

The more I use FireFox the more I dislike it but I cannot fully switch to opera because of the input bug: https://bugs.launchpad.net/ubuntu/+source/opera/+bug/192648

10.x Should be coming out soon enough though, I’ll wait on that

‘….Just because I don't know who I am right now doesn't mean I don't know who I'm not.’

I know what I’m not and what I am right now is what I’m not.

Taking a shower makes my hands dry.

今日

Today was alright, found out I need to redo my schedule, I get off at 6, not 5. I managed to get some torrents from d-addicts; mop girl and The Vineyard Man. I'm more interested in the latter of the two. I woke up at 6 today but felt really tired. Went over the forms of です

"今日はあぶないでわありませんでした" lol

I get to transfer back to my older server on the 9th. Pretty stoked about that. I want to try that maze thing.

I did miss out on my blender block because I got out at 6 and didn't get home until 6:30~

Oh well.

おやすみなさい。

Gravely discouraged

Meh....