Thursday, July 8, 2010
Wednesday, July 7, 2010
Thin
It is half frozen when I start. I think my knife isn't long enough. If I try to cut it any thinner it comes apart. I wander if its the cut or my technique. I'm trying to cut against the grain too.
Oh well....It's still pretty thin
Oh well....It's still pretty thin
Tuesday, July 6, 2010
Sunday, July 4, 2010
soon
Last night I had another tooth loss dream. I read some where that Those generally tend to come from unease about the future. This seems about right as the last time I had these I was worried about......The future.....employment and the such. This time I'm still worried about the future, just a bit differently. Everyone knows I want to travel however I'm not entirely sure I have what it takes to allow myself to travel as part of my employment.....I've gotta get over this and move on so I can have nice dreams.
I've decided to pick up a religion, or I suppose in this case a philosophy. Since I don't much care for how the organized religions handle themselves I thought I'd pick up Buddhism. That's more about self realization and actualization than it is about reliance on some ethereal being I've never even heard a peep from. It's just me and my thoughts which is good as that's generally the case except now I have a name to put with my solitude. I want to memorize the heart sutra. I wander if I have to memorize it in its native language or if I can learn it in another language and still be good to go....I wander, if now, I can still be enthralled by choco or if I should give that up. She recently got a new phone, a pretty nice one, I 'kinda' wanted it...Gotta give up Drink King though....That's totally in there, of course I hadn't drank at all for the past X amount of years prior; I don't know where to start counting
Oh, well....Summer vacation is just about over, I didn't do as much as I told myself I would do. Time to start getting ready for the next semester. I hope this time around I can take all on-line classes to help me avoid doing things like “going outside” or “seeing other people”....Foolish things I have no interest in anyway...I hope this time around to actually take care of my math class and take another English. I think after this English class I'll be done with it....If there are any linguistics courses I'll be taking them but I hope not to take more than 4 classes this time around.
I've said it before, I want to cancel my phone. I don't much use it. I've powered it off and I can't say that I miss it. About the only thing I use it for anymore is as an alarm clock. I think I'll have to get a pay as you go phone or unlock the one I have and use that one.
The greater majority of the people I know have wives/husbands/some-sort-of-mate and are settling down. I've not go any of that and am just starting to hustle about. I wander if I'm doing it wrong...
I've decided to pick up a religion, or I suppose in this case a philosophy. Since I don't much care for how the organized religions handle themselves I thought I'd pick up Buddhism. That's more about self realization and actualization than it is about reliance on some ethereal being I've never even heard a peep from. It's just me and my thoughts which is good as that's generally the case except now I have a name to put with my solitude. I want to memorize the heart sutra. I wander if I have to memorize it in its native language or if I can learn it in another language and still be good to go....I wander, if now, I can still be enthralled by choco or if I should give that up. She recently got a new phone, a pretty nice one, I 'kinda' wanted it...Gotta give up Drink King though....That's totally in there, of course I hadn't drank at all for the past X amount of years prior; I don't know where to start counting
Oh, well....Summer vacation is just about over, I didn't do as much as I told myself I would do. Time to start getting ready for the next semester. I hope this time around I can take all on-line classes to help me avoid doing things like “going outside” or “seeing other people”....Foolish things I have no interest in anyway...I hope this time around to actually take care of my math class and take another English. I think after this English class I'll be done with it....If there are any linguistics courses I'll be taking them but I hope not to take more than 4 classes this time around.
I've said it before, I want to cancel my phone. I don't much use it. I've powered it off and I can't say that I miss it. About the only thing I use it for anymore is as an alarm clock. I think I'll have to get a pay as you go phone or unlock the one I have and use that one.
The greater majority of the people I know have wives/husbands/some-sort-of-mate and are settling down. I've not go any of that and am just starting to hustle about. I wander if I'm doing it wrong...
Tuesday, June 8, 2010
On Monday
Today I finished watching one of my soaps, the ending was more a real-life ending than anything else. "Everyone just kinda drifted apart", just how things end up in real life. Well, except for the family "finding" 50 million usd. But that wasn't really addressed in the ending: ending focused on the drifting apart aspect.
Figured going out would make me feel better. That's what everone always says. So allowed myself to be taken to Mc. Donalds on Monday, I got a kids meal. It reminded me of times when I was growing up in Arizona and I'd get taken to get a kids meal. About the same time the original pokemon came out. Those where "the good 'ol days". I remember trying to collect the little pokemon toys then, I got a shrek toy this time but I gave it away.
A spanish speaking kid kept talking to me and as soon as I told her I didn't speak Spanish she started talking even more. I could pick out words she was saying but couldn't really get a grasp of the entire conversation. At one point she asked me if I had X I didn't know what she said and asked the others in the car, turns out she asked me if I had any hambergers....as if I just keep them in my pockets where ever I go. In her defense I had just gotten in the car nigh two minutes ago and she had been led to believe I was going to provide her with them. She's like.....two to four.
Also held a baby, again, and again I didn't know WTF I was doing so I sat it on the table and gave it my keys to play with. The keys went promptly into his mouth....
Figured going out would make me feel better. That's what everone always says. So allowed myself to be taken to Mc. Donalds on Monday, I got a kids meal. It reminded me of times when I was growing up in Arizona and I'd get taken to get a kids meal. About the same time the original pokemon came out. Those where "the good 'ol days". I remember trying to collect the little pokemon toys then, I got a shrek toy this time but I gave it away.
A spanish speaking kid kept talking to me and as soon as I told her I didn't speak Spanish she started talking even more. I could pick out words she was saying but couldn't really get a grasp of the entire conversation. At one point she asked me if I had X I didn't know what she said and asked the others in the car, turns out she asked me if I had any hambergers....as if I just keep them in my pockets where ever I go. In her defense I had just gotten in the car nigh two minutes ago and she had been led to believe I was going to provide her with them. She's like.....two to four.
Also held a baby, again, and again I didn't know WTF I was doing so I sat it on the table and gave it my keys to play with. The keys went promptly into his mouth....
Wednesday, June 2, 2010
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