On Monday

Today I finished watching one of my soaps, the ending was more a real-life ending than anything else. "Everyone just kinda drifted apart", just how things end up in real life. Well, except for the family "finding" 50 million usd. But that wasn't really addressed in the ending: ending focused on the drifting apart aspect.

Figured going out would make me feel better. That's what everone always says. So allowed myself to be taken to Mc. Donalds on Monday, I got a kids meal. It reminded me of times when I was growing up in Arizona and I'd get taken to get a kids meal. About the same time the original pokemon came out. Those where "the good 'ol days". I remember trying to collect the little pokemon toys then, I got a shrek toy this time but I gave it away.

A spanish speaking kid kept talking to me and as soon as I told her I didn't speak Spanish she started talking even more. I could pick out words she was saying but couldn't really get a grasp of the entire conversation. At one point she asked me if I had X I didn't know what she said and asked the others in the car, turns out she asked me if I had any hambergers....as if I just keep them in my pockets where ever I go. In her defense I had just gotten in the car nigh two minutes ago and she had been led to believe I was going to provide her with them. She's like.....two to four.

Also held a baby, again, and again I didn't know WTF I was doing so I sat it on the table and gave it my keys to play with. The keys went promptly into his mouth....

Uuuu.....

Right now; I'm not doing so well....

Spicy tuna hand roll~

Sashimi~

Phone

Well, I turned off my phone (power down). Next month(week) I'll cancel its plan and get a "pay-as-you-go" plan/phone thing or whatever. that's what i had before and it had served me well for many years although I won't be able to call foreign countries anymore I'll still be able to send txt messages.....

Then what? I donno.

Hmm

Known this person for maybe four years and he forgets or doesn't pay attention to anything I tell him....things like; my name or where I live.

Right now my kanji is 貝 it means shellfish(think clams 'n stuff) but I think I want to use 只 instead it's cuter.... But it means ordenary or free of charge..... A bit of disparity there.

Wikipedia

yeah I thought I'd try being a bit of a vegitarian for a while. Today I had udon noodle soup with bonito broth, spniach, raw egg, shitake mushrooms, and soy sauce. It wasn't bad but I don't think I would ask for it at a restuarnt or anything.

Just got done reading a few wikipedia articles. Did you know loneliness is an actual clinical mental illnes? it almost goes hand in hand with depression. I was playing bass a while ago trying to play Renai Circulation, a song from a Japanese anime. I'd type the kana out but I don't know how to spell circulation in katakana. Any way that and chocolate disco by perfume ain't easy. The videos of other people playing are really discuraging.... Gotta keep trying though, I guess.